The First Few Steps to Adulthood

I can't believe I'm already 21.

Anyway, new stage of life, new experiences, new blog layout. Haha :)

My attempts on making the blog look more mature seem disappointing. Anyway, I'll be back to edit further, and more post updates.

I needa go bath. Ciaos.

What if you've made a decision that you're unsure if you will be able to accept it? But that's the only thing perhaps that you can do, because you're really sick and tired of the consequences of not doing it.

Anyway, you can't do whatever you please in all your life right?

I am one sadistic girl. (My callus removal experience)

Taken 2 weeks before...

It's super painful I tell you. I had to literally tear the pieces of skin off while the blood kept flowing out, and after that my finger tip had 3 holes (didn't take the 3-hole shot) and they all hurt like mad :(

I'm seriously glad it's much better now...

I almost suffered from sudden heart attack and died on the spot...

Please save me from the terrible amount of workload. I wish time can really pass faster these 2 weeks..

I'm really hungry because my last meal was at 1.30pm..

The 2 Really Nice Encounters


I was at the bus stop behind Taka waiting for bus 190 when this mother, who was in quite a rush, pulled her daughter with her and walked past me. Well, as I didn't notice the little girl too, the girl lightly knocked into me. She, looking at me with those really cute puppy eyes, then softly said a "sorry" to me. For goodness sake I almost melted in front of her and immediately smiled widely at her saying "it's ok.". How many kids are taught to learn to say sorry and are willing to say sorry nowadays? This girl is just really lovable...

Then as I alighted from bus 190 @ CCK interchange, there's a blind lady alighting with me and needed help to walk to bus 300 stand. This was actually my second time helping her and I really feel great after that.. We had a bit of chat and I was describing to her there's a pasar malam on the big grass patch selling many things. I believe she must have pictured a very beautiful scenery in her mind.

It wasn't a really good day for me, but I shall not say too much about it. These 2 incidents are sufficient to make my whole day wonderful.. So let's not be too anal about life :)

Only thought, I think I needa be a vegetarian for a month. I had a little chicken for dinner just now and my gastric is back.

And I'm staying up because I want to be the first to wish my sleepyhead a happy 22nd birthday. Time flies, now everyone's old. And it's gonna be my turn soon...

Embrace it Shups, embrace it.

Acute gastroenteritis







Could be more simply called a long, and potentially lethal bout of stomach flu. The most common symptoms are diarrhea, vomiting and stomach pain, because whatever causes the condition inflames the gastrointestinal tract. Acute gastroenteritis is quite common among children, though it is certainly possible for adults to suffer from it as well. While most cases of gastroenteritis last a few days, acute gastroenteritis can last for weeks and months.



I woke up in the morning having throbbing headache, which I believe lasted quite a while as I doze off back till afternoon. Plus the past few days I've been complaining about uncomfy stomach, either I had constipation for some days & diarrhoea for other days, and frequent headaches & dizziness. Oh well... the same old usual thing I always had since young, and I thought I could use this as an excuse not to work.

Not until when I went to see the doctor then I found out I actually was in quite a bad condition. Acute gastroenteritis. Haha. I'm not sure if this is karma or what.. I was quite chek ark with myself recently, hoping I better get sick anytime so I can take MC. But I wasn't prepared for this seriously, even though I know my gastric is not in good condition.

Ok, I cursed myself and I got what I wanted... Serve me right. Now I have to ban myself from cheese, milk, butter & meat. More vegetables & fruits that is... back to those times after my operation. 3 cheers! T-T

So it's resting at home today and not doing much, other than chilling at Lot One (hahaha my favourite chillout place - *anticlimax to the max*) & swimming. I think I need more exercises & a healthy diet & take good care of myself, coz I don't want to die early muahaha. :P But seriously I think I've so much to do I can't leave the world with regrets... right?

God please give me more time, not only do I have to do the things I want, I also want to see my grandchildren grow up... Maybe great grand children too provided I don't suffer from alzheimer :D I promise I'll take good care of myself!!

I've always got the urge to give up this space since I'm always too occupied to fill it up with the happenings. But then again, this has been my 3 years of what-nots, rantlings and joy. It's a pity to give it up, and I do need somewhere to vent every now & then too...

I think as time pass or rather, as one grows up, it's hard to communicate with people around and even harder to express your own feelings. At least for me, I've grow up to be more and more isolated and I really don't feel like making friends with new people (especially at work). Ok not anti-social to the extent.. It's only when I'm around with the familiar faces, I feel more comfortable and there goes my crankiness and drama-mama. Then again, I sense the drop in energy level, and I have to try harder and harder...

Could be the work I supposed, it's lesser and lesser time for myself, let alone with family and friends and dear Kevin. It's quite an irony though, there used to be a period of time just after graduation when I feel useless and broke to be bumming at home. Now that I've got a job (not like it's alot of money but yeah...), I still feel a little broke sometimes, not really useless, but all the stress and aches and whinings come along and I feel terribly spiritually unsatisfied. Everyday I wake up and get sucked back to the bed and then rushing myself because I've overslept, yet not knowing what to wear and stand in front of the cupboard for a good 30 minutes, knowing that I'm gonna be seriously late for work. It's really tiring sometimes to think of what to wear, how to dress nicely when you only have those clothes in the cupboard.. Must wear high heels to look nicer... And after that sleep on the bus and drag myself to work, still feeling drowsy and lethargic. Weekends for me are supposed to be like Sundays for the maids, happily go Lucky Plaza and catch up with friends but nooooooo... I feel sleepy in the middle of the day and still feel like sleeping every minute I'm up. Am I having some sickness or something? :(

Life's so short to worry and stress...

So this is my resolution. I want to be myself back, enjoy my short life as much as I can. No high expectations, just live the life I can handle & manage. Do the things I want, & have fun! :D Ok I know my resolution came a bit too late for 2009..

Now... my sister is coming back from Japan in a while. How can I not feel jealous of her, she must have hell of her time over there.

Enjoy my life... enjoy my life...